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bein called baby or babe by the right person is like heaven tbh
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I imagine everyone born in Nevada
has spent their whole lives feeling like
I Should Have Been Named Something Else.
my name only sounds right when my mom is calling me for dinner
the corners of her voice colored with frustration
because I have been late for everything since birth
I didn’t think Nevada was a real state until I was in 8th grade,
in line for a haunted corn maze on a date
with the first boy I ever had a crush on
because I didn’t spend middle school in Nevada, but in Indiana
And That Is What We Do Here but we were talking about regions,
about the spaces that are too big to be states, too small to be universes.
I thought that Nevada was a codeword for the spaces that are west of Indiana
and south of heaven but it turns out if you were to ask the Presidential candidates
or any middle school substitute teacher Nevada is a state
but in 8th grade, I could have sworn the Nevada I knew
was different than everyone else’s
and I understand that geography isn’t relative
but I’ve never had a relative in Nevada
to blame a destination for our road trips on.
With the sincerity of a once eighth grader who never sat on your front porch,
I am sorry if I am misrepresenting your beloved.
I swear on the grave I haven’t earned yet that 504 S. Prestwick Lane isn’t the whole world
I just don’t know an alternative yet.
My year 21 and 4 months boyfriend once bought me a map of The United States of America
Before he became That Boy Who Broke Up With Me at The Gym at 4:00 AM
I rolled up the map and tucked it in my closet behind the sundresses that it is too cold to wear still but didn’t throw it away because really, I did learn my lesson
And I learned quickly that Nevada is a state
And matter is a state
And states don’t change.
And states don’t matter.
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